NYOP

I'm dreaming Of a blue ocean and a dark sky Of cool breeze and soft sands Of brilliant starlight and tranquil vibe Then I'm dreaming again Of white cloud and bright light Of hot sun rays and rocky ground Of breathtaking scenery and beautiful feeling As I dream again and again I stray away from reality The place where I don't want me to be I close my eyes and drift my mind away Yes, I'm dreaming again Of a place where pain doesn't exist Place where tired souls may rest Place where dreams come true

Smile that doesn't come from my eyes Storm that happens in my heart Facade that is invisible to the eyes But can be seen by the heart The 4 walls have become my safe haven He has been my silent witness Seeing me stripping away my mask and naked in this haven Where there's no need to fake my happiness Soul full of bruises and scars Eyes that tired of crying Depressive thoughts counted like stars Shrugging it off, I went to sleep Another hollow day come like a ghost Another mask is used to fool Another facade to decorate Already broken glass tried to be fixed This toxicity of habit, I'm used to it Human's heart is easy to fool This habit of mine, I never realize it My human's heart is already a fool

Dark, moonless, and cloudy sky Night wind, cold and bruised hands Hot tears, blank eyes, and stoic face Empty stares, tired and unbothered facade Contemplating to end the red line That feels bittersweet on the tongue Has got me entangled like a vine Left my heart with a pang The sparks already die The affection already gone The joy already left The feel already vanished Plain, even bitter Memories turned to dust Light replaced with darkness One last word before I end it all Goodbye.